Broken

[Renna]

She feels broken….
Never has she known such a pain. It comes from a place she never before felt….an ache so profound, hollow and deep… She hears it as it rumbles through her now.

Her mind wanders….
She sits her eyes searching ahead but unseeing as she stares at the wall in front of her. The images in front of her mingle with the shadows and her mind lingers there…. Searching for answers knowing when she finds them they will not make sense.

She shudders…..
Her body shakes, the surge of power running through her causes her to catch her breath. She wonders as she feels the shiver rising …will it ever stop… This ache so deep and consuming, a feeling she has lost something…

Her eyes weep….
She sits and stares the tears glisten in her eyes… Her heart hollow and weak she sits, the rumbling inside of her growing now… She feels the need, she does not know what to do about the ache…. She blinks and the tears fall gently down….

She hums softly….
She hums to the music she listens to as she sits… The words pass by her but the notes sooth her soul. Her mind roaming now finding where it has to go… trying to find a way back in time to find what she has lost…

She wanders now….
Her mind easing into the shadows as her eyes close slowly together… a sheen on her cheeks from the tears that have fallen. The ache inside her gnawing, she wanders now searching for the strength… Her strength….

The need growing….
She feels the pull from inside….she shivers and the pain releases its hold. For a moment she feels the ache wane….A slight smile creeps over her lips as she sits…. She knows the need grows…. She will let go….

Her need is more….
She has to let go to go on….The ache will make way to happiness and wonder, she will feel again. Broken heals and will for her…Her heart will not stop till it is fulfilled…She searches on….

[Renna]

My love for you fills me
When I think of you I smile
But my heart is breaking again
As we part for just a while

The last thing I want to do
Is tear your life in two
I’m sorry for being so selfish
I wish I knew what to do

I need you close to my heart
Your voice I need to hear
But our love is causing you pain
You’ve made that crystal clear

And so I have no choice
But to let go of your hand
And watch you walk away
To this decision I must stand

I love you will all my heart
My soul cries out for you
But I must let you go
We both know that this is true

If ever you are in need
And your heart cries out for me
I’ll be awaiting your return
I love you still and always, ~C