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Cold ice falls down from the sky,
I miss you, you know that dont you,
Im to weak to look to you,
Im to afraid to talk to you,
Im to alone to seek you,
I remember though, thats all I have of you.
Memories like faded wall paper that tell the story of the past, but can never be relived.
I miss you, I cant say it though.
Im proud, Im the proud one, I always was.
But you were my everything, did I ever tell you that...
I defy you now, thats how I make it easier.
Defiance is such a cool calm embrace compared to everything else.
I defy you because it makes me the strong one.
I defy you because it hurts me.
Have you ever felt pain, true pain.
Its almost comforting, it tells you that you are alive.
For if you can feel does that not mean that you are real?
For if you can hurt, does that not mean that you can be happy too?
I miss you, you know that dont you.
I never tell you.
I never tell you anything anymore.
I think about you.
I think about you all the time.
I dont know how to fight for you though.
Its not my style, Im the one thats stupposed to be chased.
Im the one with all the promise.
You were the one that was supposed to be hooked on me.
Now Im hooked on you.
I remember you, do you remember me.
Do you remember us?
Or have we faded, like my memory, like my life.
Are we just dull, like a knife that was over used to soon.
I miss you, did I tell you that?
You were so important to me, eventhough I tried not to show it.
That was my way, that was who I was.
I miss you, I know I said it.
But I really do, I miss you, so much, its like a longing that can not go away.
A thirst that can not be quenched.
I cant say anything else but I miss you.
Its cold outside, so very cold.
But its colder inside.
Every moment I miss you, every second I long for you, every day I hope youll come back.
But you wont will you, and even if you do Ill screw it up again.
Wont I.
You know I will dont you, you know that its my pride, my cockiness, and my arrogance that did us in.
I love you.
Did I say that.
Did I mean it.
Did we mean it.
Are we lost.
Are we gone.
Were we wrong.
I miss you.
I love you.
I drink and smoke you away. I make myself forget, I force myself to forget. If I make myself forget, if I make myself forget, then there never was you. Then there never was us. Everything about us is hidden, hidden away never to be looked at again.
Never...
Never is such a long word, never is like forever.
Forever seemed so short with you, forever seemed like everything with you.
But now never seems so long.
Funny isnt it, forever is so short, never is so long.
Ill defy you, I will and I promise you that.
I will prove you wrong, I will make you regret.
But secretly I will always love you.
Secretly I will always want you.
Secretly I will keep it all inside that you forced me to succeed that you made me do well, that you made me improve.
You made me, because when I see you again, I want to be better.
I want you to regret, I want you to hurt, I want you to feel.
My pride sickens me my dear.
My pride will destroy me my dear.
Will you save me my dear?
Or shall you let my pride destroy me, for you were the only one who could ever keep it in check.
For you are the only power in the universe that is stronger then my pride.
For there is no force stronger, for there is no power greater, then the pride that I keep inside.
And that pride destroyed us, and soon it shall destroy me.
Unless you save me...
I need you to save me...
Please save me...
I love you, I love you, I love you baby.
